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Does Chinese in PRC deserves a better future out of dictation and economic tumor?

dreamt of defense with son, woz.

its been week long in period of standby of bank's law enforcement. the local debtor, esp dorm canteen operator also shown impatience during my financial crisis. sinking PRC surveillance desperately targeted my son's gadgets hacking and indeed upset us in security failure. now a new week and I even can't see clear the end of sufferings, nor hope of salvage.

dream of bank's probation in my house.

after fell in finance hardness more than 3 months, bankcomm.com launched clearance action. its law enforcement department crew scorned me in the phone, warned me of possible restraints and law support, while I still felt innocent and ability to pay in long run as a small startup and a huge business initiate.

salary frozen in credit crisis.

since this month my salary, which just resumed to ¥1800, frozen by ICBC with which I owe near 10000rmb. I have to borrow to pay mobile bill. dorm canteen also shown reserves after 2 months' loan of boarding. my son totally lives under his mom's support. Dad God, isn't it urgent for barren China? only YHWH saves.

summer really descending.

last night rebuilding os from ruin of hacked succeeded in bliss. after the merry reunion weekend with son, woz, Hope of China. in dawn dream we had party in our resort cabin. most cheering, our online entertainment now equipped with more sources.

dreamt dangers.

the week busy with upgrade our 1st intel nuc with larger ssd for woz's lounge computing. China surveillance heavily attacked during my preparing clean os and backup. dangers so thick that recently I frequently dreamt of dangers, inc snacks and electrified room.

dream in rhythm of rain.

yesterday I had only one bowl of noodles for most of time, for running out of cash. near 9:30pm, I can't bear hunger and bought myself a ¥5 street vendor food before went to bed. today I will again have only a meal, grouponed by my PSBC credit and will dined with my son. but its raining and I hope my visit son succeeds.

dragon boat holiday misery.

lunar dragon boat day brought me to starve, unlike most celebrating Chinese families. I will reunite my dearest son in Christian weekends as usual. in boring and countless naps I dreamt of larger build people in my once contacts. yes, I still confident among them.

hometown concerns.

dreamt hometown relations, old family foes in dawn, after a successful recovery operation upon zhone disabled google accounts due suspicious activities recently, likely under PRC backed hacking. 3rd sister helped me with another 500rmb. teenage friend, a college teacher didn't help upon my reach out.

joice in chill summer.

during hard economy in sinking PRC dictation, woz, Hope of China, dearest son of benzrad华中朱子卓, arranged 11 birthday celebrating party shadowed. smaller cake than last year, no match prepared for kindles therefore ditched, harshed to ending the live cast, his mom's refusal to join the merry time. after all, the holy presence glorifies anything. we had a merry birthday party on our own, in brilliant after sunshine.

dreamt flesh worms again.

again dreamt of worms in flesh loosely attached around my feet. dream of conspiracy again, and artist. this month salary from QRRS hit a historic low, 1468rmb, hardly cover my son and myself liveing cost.

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